Let me tell you a secret.

I wish I was Violet she’s my alter ego and she is fucking awesome that’s the girl everyone loves on here and YouTube and all that. She’s positive strong confident and any good things you can think of.
The real me isnt any of that and that’s why I created her to help me be like her and I really wish I was but I can’t keep on pretending.
Right now I feel the opposite of all that Im a pretty shy person I feel weak I feel ugly and lots more.
I try so hard to be more like violet to be perfect but I’m tired of trying to be something I am not but I am also tired of feeling so ugly and down and not good enough it’s driving me insane.

  1. gypsy-bazaar said: i feel you, i feel the same way sometimes. just know your not alone, but this doesnt mean its good either. you have to find the posivity in yourself. If you dont love you, then how can you expect anyone else to?
  2. msvioletmarie posted this