Is it true?
That my old ways has resurrected which grown my days that were blue?
Please don’t let it be true!
I worked too hard, I fought too hard for you to just throw away the real you.
I shed too much tears.
So it’s time to overcome those fears.
Because I would be dammed if I see you go back to the ending.
The ending of a horrible time in your life.
So please save yourself now and destroy that knife.
That knife that’s going to destroy all the hard work you accomplished.
So please don’t be punished.
To a place where there is no fear.
No fear in love, no fear in moving on, no fear in failing, no fear in pain.
Just stay true to yourself and continue to gain.
Gain all the beautiful things that has entered.
Although your heart has been splintered.
Be strong and fix it yourself.
Instead of looking for someone else.
Because it will be broken for good.
Because you will be misunderstood.
So please don’t let it come true.
Fight as hard as you can, don’t let the pain change you.
But how about if it is true?
That the “real” you is the “fake” you and the “fake” you is the “real” you.
Because history is repeating.
And your heart can’t stop bleeding
So maybe they were all right.
But can I really be both the dark and the light?
1. Guys don’t wear make-up and their good looking, so why do girls have to wear make-up to be beautiful? Maybe that’s the reason why guys prefer girls without make-up because they’re showing their true beauty and we aren’t.
2. Why does the guy have to always pay for the girl? I mean I believe the girl should treat the guy as well. The guy has a job the girl has a job he spends money on her so she should spend money on him as well.
3. Why does the girl always have to cook clean and cater? Why can’t guys do the same. They don’t have to do it all the time but at least sometimes, to show they appreciate the girl I mean the girl shows it to the guy everyday its nice if they feel the same way and to feel relaxed just like the guy.
I wish I was Violet she’s my alter ego and she is fucking awesome that’s the girl everyone loves on here and YouTube and all that. She’s positive strong confident and any good things you can think of.
The real me isnt any of that and that’s why I created her to help me be like her and I really wish I was but I can’t keep on pretending.
Right now I feel the opposite of all that Im a pretty shy person I feel weak I feel ugly and lots more.
I try so hard to be more like violet to be perfect but I’m tired of trying to be something I am not but I am also tired of feeling so ugly and down and not good enough it’s driving me insane.
I got more bars than monkeys, I got the whole world swinging.
I got a voice on me too so I also got them singing.
I’m a Quad threat, I sing, I write, I dance, I model.
Independent so I pop my own bottles.
I don’t mind these haters, they’re my motivation.
They’re the ones that gona help me get to my destination.
Dedication, That’s what they give me.
Love me or Hate me, you’re still beside me.
o0o0o0ooo0ooo0o0o0o0o0o0o0 she got bars !!!!!!!!! lmfaoo
It’s crazy how I have so many people around me but yet I am alone.
They claim to love me but yet they all have broken my back bone.
I’ve worked hard, I’ve fought.
To change everyone’s thoughts.
But they still look passed all the good.
And continue to hit me with that fire wood.
It’s me against the world, it’s a routine.
Just like you dress up on Halloween.
Oh how I wish inside me there is a clone.
That feels and does everything different then my own.
Because everyday there’s a battle inside my head.
That wants to be in another body instead.
Because of you.
Because all of you, and the things you say and do.
Got me hating who I am and the body I am in more and more everyday.
It’s going to lead me to disappear one day.
And then what will you have to say?
You’re sorry ?
Fuck your sorry’s because they mean shit.
Because what will you be doing tomorrow? Taking another hit.
A hit of my pain,
Because things will always be the same.
When will it be all done?
When will that sorry be the last one?
Why do you people go anonymous to tell someone they are ugly or anything negative, what are you scared of? Like literally if I wanted to tell someone they are ugly or anything at all I will tell them straight up NOT BEING ANONYMOUS -____- being anonymous makes you so fake which is worse than anything that you are going to tell that person. SO SHUT THE FUCK UP OR MAN THE FUCK UP.
So I obviously see lots of couples on tumblr, and I see videos that get 20,000 notes or more so I click on it and watch it and to tell you the truth(no hating what so ever) they are all the fucking same, music playing and them basically kissing in the whole video -_______- why the fuck does that get so many notes? If you really wish to have a relationship like that you got some problems. A relationship that mostly you do is kiss and all that thats a bad ass relationship. See I make videos with my bf and you don’t see me putting music in the background and just kiss my boyfriend all the time. Nah I show you the real shit. The way we are together the way we talk to each other, the things we do, the stupid things we do, yeah you see me kiss my bf like once or twice in videos or sometimes I don’t even kiss him at all. To me I feel like those videos are so fake I don’t know I just don’t like them at all and I haven’t found another couple that makes videos the way me and my boyfriend do. TWO THUMBS UPS TO US FOR KEEPING IT REAL.
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I keep having these bad dreams its the same situation that happens but it happens differently each time. It’s a situation that will really destroy me in real life, and I keep having it, and since I keep having it I wake up sad, down, thinking too much. It’s really starting to bum me out. Especially because in the next dream it hurts even more. Like the last one I woke up with tears going down my face and my chest hurting. Today I woke up as if I was throwing up but it was only spit that was coming out when I woke up, because in my dream I was throwing up and having an anxiety attack. It’s starting to feel more real each time :( If you feel down when you wake up from a horrible realistic dream please like this.